It was amazing to her, how things could have been so upsetting five or ten minutes ago, when now she was just filled with a warm sense of absolute contentment. It was nothing more than just the way they were laying, sprawled out together, talking about the things that he wouldn't with anyone else. That was what made her feel special, more than the fact that he had kissed her, more than the fact that he was voluntarily cuddling with her. It was such a chick flick moment, that she wanted to laugh at him, but she couldn't bring herself to do that, not when he was talking about something so serious.
"God may have abandoned you and everyone else, but you still have everyone else. You and Sam can say no without him there, you two can fight, you two can do anything." And she honestly believed that, with all of her heart, that the brothers were capable of doing whatever they set their minds to.
She looked over at their intertwined hands, and smiled a little at the sight of it. He was so sweet and docile when he really wanted to be. She didn't want to ruin that by being negative and talking about God, so she instead kept him talking about heaven. It was what was most important to him, it seemed, because of Sam.
"Family being together is what makes holidays important, Dean. I didn't exactly approved of the animals I wanted as pets that you brought for dinner to Easter, but I just didn't really eat and instead was glad because you and Per- because everyone was together."
Now she was feeling guilty again, and she swallowed that down, and became quiet and somber. She focused on thinking about the poor rabbit and duck that she was supposed to have gotten as a present, to be her pets, but instead were dinner. If she was able to keep talking to Dean after this, she'd never let him live that down.
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"God may have abandoned you and everyone else, but you still have everyone else. You and Sam can say no without him there, you two can fight, you two can do anything." And she honestly believed that, with all of her heart, that the brothers were capable of doing whatever they set their minds to.
She looked over at their intertwined hands, and smiled a little at the sight of it. He was so sweet and docile when he really wanted to be. She didn't want to ruin that by being negative and talking about God, so she instead kept him talking about heaven. It was what was most important to him, it seemed, because of Sam.
"Family being together is what makes holidays important, Dean. I didn't exactly approved of the animals I wanted as pets that you brought for dinner to Easter, but I just didn't really eat and instead was glad because you and Per- because everyone was together."
Now she was feeling guilty again, and she swallowed that down, and became quiet and somber. She focused on thinking about the poor rabbit and duck that she was supposed to have gotten as a present, to be her pets, but instead were dinner. If she was able to keep talking to Dean after this, she'd never let him live that down.
"So...what other memories of yours did you see?"