Meme; Letters, Day 7

[likedillinger]

✓ Day 7 → Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
✓ Verse: BNW

Cassie

I don't know where you are now.  Or what you're doing.  Or how you're reacting to all these crazy things happening in the world.

I do wonder if they make you stop and think of me.  Hell, maybe just in that they piss you off the same as I always did.

Sometimes I'm tempted to go find out.  But it feels like six lifetimes ago, everything we had.  It sorta was.

I don't know even know why I'm writing this.  I guess I just want you to know that back when I could still imagine the road ending somewhere, I liked imagining it was gonna end back with you.  I know you never believed it, but doesn't change facts, that you were the first one who ever made me even consider a happy ending.  

Don't think you'd really recognize me anymore, though. 

Guess that's one reason I can't go back now.

Though the sex might be worth it.  

Hope you're happy safe out there.

Dean.